sudden pressure..

Bismillah....
there was one time...one of a time that i wanted to forget the most....
but nowadays it still refreshing in my mind...so here it goes...

someone asked me, "can u explain what is the basal ganglia?"....
and i answered like this,"err...basal ganglia is a mass of gray matter located between the white matter in cerebrum..and it's.." and then the person intercepted...
"what about septum lucidum?...and septa medullaris...and yeah...what is the amygdaloid nucleus?"
and i answered," hold it, slow down, i'm not even finished yet with the first answer...
and why in the first place u suddenly asking about this stuffs, can't u read it by urselves...??"...
and then he calmly replied,"of course i can, but right now i want the explanation from u because u're the 'master' or should i say an expert in this subject??"....

i closed my eyes, and said to myself,"HEll u i'm a masTer, i'm just a normal medical student who just normally trying to face the reality of the world!!!"..and the i replied," if this just for ur satisfaction or test to me, i don't slightly have any reason and heart to spill the answers to you..".....
he then suddenly seemed to be agitated," hah...u think u're special?..i just want to make sure u do the job in teaching us..."...and i quickly said,"..then why are u acted like the ones who doesn't deserve to be teached?...please, do behave urselves.."...he replied with annoyed face," hah..screw u!! so what if u got the power and authorities to teach us?..just look at u, not even worth to be looked up at!!"..and he turned oppositely and leave with a cold atmosphere...

and i started to feel quite hasty, and a little offended by his words....
it's not that i want it....i just happened to get it..what can i do? even if i reluctantly declined it, but they're kept insisting me to hold to it...and the i remembered an ayat in surah Al-Baqarah stated about ones will not be burdened by something that he/she cannot afford...which means that, everything was made to create and bend us to become a great human being and leading us to the straight path from the starts...

so, why are we burdened by responsibilities if we can just capable to do it?...
just follow the hearts, if he can do it, so can i....why become stress and depressed all by it?...
keep in touch with thou soul....be happy...and  gather ur courage to become even stronger...